wishful thinking

today has been stressful. so many thoughts are running through my mind, i don't even know where to start arranging them. I need to start applying to schools soon, and I don't even know what ones I want to apply to. even worse, I don't know if I want to go to college or university yet. Then there's the whole choosing what subjects I want to take, and what I want to do after school.
fuck, my head hurts.